Such beautiful lessons

What a joy to see these ducks and cows as I strolled along the Thames with my classmates. Oxfordshire, England, June 2017

Another morning and I wake with thirst 
for the goodness I do not have. I walk 
out to the pond and all the way God has
given us such beautiful lessons. Oh Lord, 
I was never a quick scholar but sulked
and hunched over my books past the
hour and the bell; grant me, in your
mercy, a little more time.
         – Mary Oliver

During the course on C. S. Lewis I attended at Oxford last summer, our class would spend late afternoons and evenings walking through the countryside to tiny villages or other noteworthy sites. On these lengthy strolls we were guided by our professors, who had walked these paths with their students for many years. Without a doubt, the best lessons of my short time in England took place outside the classroom, even though these informal sessions involved no tests, no memorization, no presentations or papers to write.

I think I could say the same of my life. Like Oliver, I see beautifully divine lessons all around me, yet I am persistently slow to learn all I need to know from them. How to be still and refuse to feed the agitation of stressful circumstances– how to see the ultimate insignificance of most of what bothers me– how to rest in the many consolations that provide balm for sorrows that no earthly power can heal– these messages and more are beamed to me continually, and I treasure them. Yet how quickly they fade in the face of urgent distress or refractory grief.

I suppose all that I really have going for me is this thirst Oliver mentions, for the goodness I do not have. Happily, that otherworldly goodness is visible in this world, and all we have to do is look for it. It’s hiding in plain sight, one beautiful lesson after another. As long as we have the mercy of a little more time, we surely will find it.

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3 Comments

  1. MarshaLee Champagne's avatar
    MarshaLee Champagne

    Your thoughts are my thoughts too – a beautiful post!

    • Julia's avatar

      Thank you! I am so happy you like it. I appreciate your comment.

    • Julia's avatar

      Thank you! I’m so glad you like it.

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